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  "Did that feel real?" she asked, out breath.

  "No," I said earnestly.

  It felt too good to be true. Maybe I lost my mind and I was dreaming the things I wanted the most.

  "You are going to make me work for it, aren't you?" she said.

  She smiled as if she enjoyed the prospect. If she did love me, she loved the darkness and the complexity. I loved her with all my heart, but I had no experience in allowing anyone close. She was going to have a lot of work if she wanted to get all of me. I picked up the pace and soon we were in my house.

  "Let me make you a coffee," I said to dispel the awkwardness.

  "I'm still not drunk."

  Her words were a rehash of what she said the first time she came to my house. We replayed that first scene without words until I placed the mug of coffee in her hand and I kept my hands over hers.

  "I'm not going to break it this time," she said looking in my eyes. "Whatever you say to me."

  "Do you still want to be my babygirl?" I asked.

  "If you want that, too, Daddy."

  It had been so long since she said the word, I almost forgot the surge of lust it provoked inside me. She wanted to play with Daddy. Daddy was ready to play.

  "Daddy?"

  "Yes, baby?"

  "I want to ask you something."

  "Anything you want."

  "You've always been so good with me. There's one more thing I need to ask of you."

  "What is it, honey?"

  She took a deep breath and closed her eyes. It made me shiver with an ominous feeling. There it was, the dream was going to end.

  "I know you like what we do…"

  Her voice trailed off and the words had the sound of a question. I nodded.

  "Very much."

  "But it's not everything you like. I... I want you to teach me the other things you like."

  She didn't know what she was asking. The things I liked and almost never dared to enact were too close to her very real and very painful experiences. Bondage and discipline was fun between consenting adults, but she had been in very similar situations without a safety net and with the very real possibility of severe bodily harm or death. I didn't know if I should open the door to that.

  "We can talk about it. We're in no hurry, right?" I asked, trying to buy more time.

  "I trust you. Anything you want, I want to give you."

  Take! Take it all! The beast inside me roared. I looked into her eyes and I knew I would. The responsible adult or maybe the voice of my doubts made me give her another chance to take it back.

  "You don't have to prove anything to me."

  She cocked her head, looking oddly at me.

  "That's not exactly true. I'll have to prove myself to you over and over again, and I'm ok with that. But what I'm asking now doesn't have anything to do with what I have to do. I want you to show me. I need to feel you are able to ask me for what you need."

  It made sense in a way. Our times together had been intense and pleasurable, but I had always been the one to give. If we were to have a balanced relationship, I had to trust her enough to ask for what I needed or wanted. I had to trust her with my deepest darkest secrets.

  The End

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